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I love music like a fat kid loves cake. It's the only true way of expressing the muddled up crap we call feelings. Idealistically, I'm a realist. Realistically, I'm an idealist. Overall, I think too much and too philosophically. Venture into the stream of insanity I call my consciousness and take it, as everything, with a grain of salt. The size (and type) of that grain is yours to decide.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Gone


7 Sitting by your window sill
7 Tracing raindrops with your hand
5 You wonder why this
5 World keeps standing still

7 See the moonlight spill so bright
7 Across the never-ending sky
5 Reflections fade and
5 Something’s bound to break

6 Time begins to slow down
6 Nothing here to save now
6 Change is in the fall out
6 Your tears won’t let you see

7 The rain keeps beating down
7 Your feet are on the ground
6 If you never come back
6 You’ll never feel the pain
7 It’s been a few years, but now
7 Your heart’s started wondering how
6 Made it this far to see
6 Freedom doesn’t taste sweet

7 Trying to find your missing piece
7 Dreams have hit reality
5 An echo faded
5 Fits your destiny

7 Sinking back into the crowd
7 Know you’ll never make it out
5 The days have passed and
5 You’re afraid to shout

[Bridge]

[Chorus x2 till fade]

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Twisted Love

Twisted Love (syllables next to the lines)

[v1]
6 She’s calling out your name
5 She knows it’s over
7 Broken down and drowned in rain
6 No one seems to know her

[v2]
6 It’s hard to see the light
5 When you’ve been blinded
7 By the darkness brought to life
6 Trapped her soul and bound it

[Bridge]
5 And you didn’t know
5 The pain she felt when
5 Your teardrops burned through
5 The broken bones and

[Chorus]
6 Your cries mean nothing when
5 Your hand keeps squeezing
6 The soul right out of her
5 Her blood keeps screaming
6 But no she won’t give in
5 To your blackened heart
6 Your twisted sense of love
6 Your twisted, hurtful love

[v3]
6 It’s hard to move your feet
5 When all you see is
7 Empty lives on empty streets
6 The light’s gone off inside

[v4]
6 Her world’s turned shades of gray
5 And you’re the painter
7 Heartlessly keeping her caged
6 Breaking the will in her

[v5]
6 She’s figured out your game
5 And she’s not staying cause
7 In this game she’ll never win
6 This ain’t love – this is sin

[Bridge]

[Chorus x2]
[repeat last 2 lines of chorus]

Thursday, April 7, 2011

New Song :D

My mojo is BACK!

Home

Starin at the sky
You forget where you’re walking to
Don’t know where to turn
Cause you’re scared you’ll never follow through

Scattering the leaves
As you run past the boulevards
Bringing back the memories
That occupy your beating heart

[Bridge]
Gotta run, gotta hide
Gotta get past all the lies
Never try, you’ll never win
Never holding back again

[Chorus]
Oh!
Forget what you’ve been told
They can’t chain up your soul
You can’t keep holding back
And this time
You’ll find your way home
You can’t waste all your tears
Trapped by all your fears
You gotta prove them wrong
And you’ll see
You’re on your way home

Running round in circles
As you try to find an open gate
Not realizing as you turn
You’re making all your past mistakes

Minutes into hours
Your life is like an hourglass
Sand is piling up
And you’re waiting for this dream to pass

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

Open up your eyes
Reflections fading as you see
You’re waiting for the stars
But you’re only looking at your feet

[Chorus x2]

[Repeat last part of chorus]

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

NEW SONG :D

It's been a while...

Before ya'll freak out - this song was written for my best friend. When you read this, keep in mind that there are about 6 years of hardcore friendship involved and that I love this kid like my own blood and he will always be my first love. It's just dedicated to a special person in my life who has done a lot for me and i wanted to thank him and let him know he'll always have a special place in my heart :)


Cherish You From Afar (For Josh)

Hey boy,
I know it’s kinda late but
I’m scared
Of going to bed feeling lonely

Won’t you
Stay up with me tonight and
Tell me
That things will be alright cuz

I know
That you’re the one who’ll hold my hand 
Guide me
Through all the darkness in my life

You’ve been 
The shoulder I can always lean on
I count
On you to catch my tears and keep me strong

[Bridge 1]
And I know that
Even if were miles apart
Tonight you’ll be
With me in my heart

[Chorus]
Even if
You don’t see me the same way
I know
That you and I will be okay
Just know
That I will cherish you from afar
You’ll always
Hold a special place in my heart

Hey boy,
You’re the song running through me
Each morning
And even in my dreams

You’ve always
Made me feel so beautiful
Even when
My tears have stained my soul

You’ve taught me
How to find the joy in sad times
Been there for me
Even when I made you cry

You’re the best
Friend a girl could ever ask for
And that’s why
It’s the truth you need to know

I thought
That I could never tell you
All the reasons
Why I fell so hard for you

There are
A million reasons why I love you
But there are more
For why I cannot be with you

[Bridge 2]
And I know that
There are many fishes in the sea
But you’re the only one
That ever really got me

[Bridge 1]

[Chorus x2]

[Repeat first verse]