Random Thoughts To Share

These were my last thoughts before I went to sleep...don't ask why because I don't know myself :)

The tears I cry are the sorrows in my heart that I slowly let out, streaming down, glistening. Fluid yet broken, they make who I am. The inner stirrings of my soul, the raw passion, slowly rise within me. Consuming yet creating who I am, I awake, no longer an empty shell of my past.

The world is cruel and only love is infinite. Unmatched, never ending, pure. My being thirsts for the truth to quench the fire in my heart. Life is an endless cycle, a mask of pain seen by unbelievers, a game. I search the truth to my sorrows, the pains of seperation from my beloved. As one, we join and light will emit from the Soul, unifying all that is true and pure, all that is lovem and my empty shell will cease to exist, consumed by the earth, as I rise above and become one with Truth


....think of it in a spiritual sense....

PoEm

SO i wrote a new poem and i wanna make it clear that i am NOT emo...i was in a wierd mood O.o so read it and ENJOY... kaythanksbye! :)

The Wall

Knock knock
Is anyone there?
Behind this wall
That separates our stares

Smooth yet rough
Safe yet bound
The whites of my eyes match
The colors of your sounds

Knock knock
You return the code
The paint chips off
As the sins unload

Drip drip
The sounds of blue
Splashing on the floor
I’m discovering you

Silence surrounds
As the mirror stands
Scratch scratch
Goes the paper in my hand

Knock knock
I can still hear you
Breaking down the wall
I finally knew

The bird has flown
The ship has landed
Among the valley of forgotten
My life has been handed

Knock knock
Is anyone there?
All I see above
Is the light and the stare

HO EMM GEE

so basically i just spent like 5 FREKIN HOURS doing my AP Bio homework...it was 14 pages of reading with notes and questions...8 PAGES OF NOTES....holy crappers...AND we have a vocab quiz bright and early tomorrow morning...HELL TO THE YES :P i think bio is taking over my life...kinda ironic really...bio is ABOUT life...and i think the teacher is out to get everyone...make the students' lives miserableeee :( tis the sad truth about stevenson high school...survive AP Bio or die...well survive then reproduce...just not now :) to top things off now i have to actually worry about college apps....i thought i was ahead cuz all my essays are done but i ACTUALLY have to fill out the application...WHO KNEW!? right....well, that is my rant for today...not really philosophical but hey, gimme a break! :D ill write soon

Hello World!

well, i am a new blogger and i have NO IDEA what to put in this box thingy. Actually, its kind of sad that this thing has boundaries...shows you how restrained we all are. ANYWAY, getting a little too philosophical here :) i just made this thing today cuz i was bored and did NOT want to read about the nurturing behaviors of Meerkatz for AP Bio :P SO...erm, enjoy my little rant on how im bored and ill probably post things randomly, such as lyrics ( im a lyricist) or stories, ideas, or rants....tata! :D